Sunday, January 18, 2009

should i quit my job or not?

well, actually i find hard to decide if i should quit my job or not.
i really love my job. well honestly i considered my job as my second family. the pps family. i've been 7 yrs.working at pps na. i was started at iloilo as branch cashier, to capiz my hometown as branch manager and become an area supervisor and was assigned also the province of aklan and some part of antique and was assigned also at cebu and now here in bohol. and also given a chance to tour for free as lakbay aral in some part of negros occidental, negros orriental or even at puerto prinsesa palawan for twice and metro manila. or even have a chance going abroad.. lagi ko nga sinasabi na kong hindi dahil sa pps di ko naikot ang sarili kong bayan or even di ako nakapunta sa ibang lugar.im always say on myself that im one of the luckiest employee of pps. Or even given a chance to handled one area. the area of bohol that now i learned to love. at first i hate to assigned here in bohol because its far na sa amin. sa capiz at sa mindanao. anyways, one reason why i accept my assignment at cebu area because for me maging malapit na ako sa mindanao sa husband ko at anytime makauwi ako sa mindanao or even in my place thru plane. until my boss decided to assigned me at bohol as AM. maybe sa others its a great opportunity to promote or choosen by your boss. but for me at that time i felt unhappy and honestly i cant imagine my tears flows on my eyes.. very funny actually.. as they said, ako lang daw yon ginpromote na umiiyak. hehehe..
well my job at pps is not easy honestly. very risky actually but challenging everyday. i really love my work and all people around me. especially my boss. he's a kind of boss na u can treat him like a father. actually, all of his employees are close to him.. and that's one reason why i find hard to leave pps. Gusto ko if mag paalam ako na mag resign na me sa work ko today, tomorrow di na ako magduty. kasi habang tumatagal nalulungkot ako.
anyways, im plan to quit my job this coming april 30. my resignation letter is already ok. naghihintay lang ako ng time na makausap ko ulit yon boss ko about my plan bago ko ipasa yon resignation letter ko.
May be you wonder why i should quit my job samantala mahal ko naman ito.
actually i married woman. my husband is pure ilonggo but a native of general santos city. and now he is working as a public high school teacher. we are 3 years married na. but until now we don't have a baby. we dont have given a chance to live together because of my job. he is older than me and im very lucky to have him because he let me to work and far away from him although na hindi dapat. kasi bilang isang mag asawa dapat sila magsama. As i remembered during our church wedding the priest told us na kong hindi kami magsama baka masira ang marriage life namin. yes! sinabi po ito ng priest sa amin its because he knows na mag kalayo kami. and im afraid na mangyari nga ito if hindi ako mag give up sa trabaho ko.
well, im willing to give up everything for the sake of my family. i love my family and i want to build a family with my husband. i want to have a kids and a simple and happy family.
But aside of my willingness to give up everything for my family especially my work nandyan pa rin yon takot ko na mawalan ng trabaho at maging housewife na lang. and living with my inlaws. actually, wala pa kaming sariling bahay ng hubby ko. pero may bahay sya pinatayo pero dalawa sila ng pinsan nya nagmamay ari. and im disappointed honestly sa naging desisyon nya. pero as wife i will support pa rin sa hubby ko. even i know its hard to live with inlaws not because they are not good to me but simply because i only believe that as a husband and wife they must have their own house for the reason: to start and build their own family. And hoping and praying na sana makayanan ko ang buhay sa mindanao away from own family and no more relatives there but only my husband family..

Pag kayo kaya sa lugar ko.you should quit your job or not?

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